Wednesday 21 September 2016

Tenho "bueda" medo das notícias, mais do que dos acontecimentos que estas noticiam.
Cannot stop crying when watching this...
Not sure how to help cause this world is full of corruption and inhumane politics and interests that I don't know how to change.
but I can feel disgusted by those who selfishly oppose or put barriers to these people rescue. They are humans, inhabitants of our planet... People that deserve the whole world protection. They do not have less right than us europeans but unfortunately are judged according to their passport, as if a little book could tell what a person is and where or how he or she should live his/her life, how she or he feels and what he/she loves and dreams about...
How can Europe and America and the whole world see this happening and do so little to stop it? On the contrary, I just see them feeding this war with more war.
Sad... So sad...
And I feel so useless, so stuck in this sick system that allows this reality to exist.

me, the little her and the little him :) July 2016

Tuesday 20 September 2016

I am not sleepy...
and when I am not sleepy and find myself alone in the brief silence of my house, I love watching new pictures that soon will become old, images of moments that I will soon remember as "my old times".

And I feel so peaceful when going through them while listening to new quiet songs. Songs that will also become old. Songs that my children will listen to in the "so 10's" radio stations.

These are my kind of "lonely" good evenings, in a house where my loved ones dream with their eyes closed while I dream awake... watching future old pictures and listening to future old songs before the sun rises and everyone wakes up and starts calling for the "mummy" and the "princess".:)