In the beginning I loved it (too funny), then I didn't like it so much (too promiscuous), then I liked it again (the romance...), then it got boring a bit (too much of the same), and here I am now, starting to enjoy it once more (end of season 5). pretty sure I will dislike the beginning of the following season to then love it again. and so on...

a bit more...

I wish I had the time to be more of myself, of my music, of my baby, family, my people and pets.
I wish I had the time to be more of my good memories, my present, my questions and my dreams.
I wish I had the time to be more of nature and paradise, landscapes and animals and to fallow my instinct.
I wish I had more time to save the world, stop the weapons, be more of a traveler, of a mother, a wife, a friend.
I wish I had the free time I don't have to bring things together and stick to my principles. To worry about smiling rather than about my wallet, to trash what is useless and to live like there was no stress nor tomorrow.
I wish I had more time to Not spend it in front of technology or terrible news, to save the world again, to not be selfish, afraid or anguished.
I wish I had more time to learn how to listen, to not argue, to not yell, to whisper complements, be proud of who I am and not hurt anyone.
I wish I had free time to just do nothing, relax in front of the stars and listen to their stories. To read books, write poems for someone special, plant trees, make love, show my son a beautiful sunset and have more children.
I deeply wish I had more time to not be always wishing, to just feel the breeze of life as it comes, go with it and actually be... a bit more of myself.

There are clouds on the streets, cold in the thermometer and viruses in my throat...

Je suis...

Je suis Charlie, Je suis Nigerian, Je suis Afghanistan, Je suis Syrian, Je suis Iraqi, Je suis Palestinian, Je suis Pakistani, Je suis Libyan, Je suis South Sudanese, Je suis a father robbed and killed over an euro or 2, Je suis a daughter assaulted and raped in my own street, Je suis a wife burned to death by a jealous husband, Je suis a muslim wife that felt in love and was lapidated to death, Je suis a happy turist flying to Malasia during the Ukrainian revolution, Je suis a prostitute widow with 4 children to raise, Je suis an honest guy killed by an armed angry driver over a traffic fight, Je suis a cute newborn abandoned in the street dust bin of a pleasant neighbourhood, Je suis an innocent dog that was brutally and savagely killed in Korea, Je suis a sweet Humpback whale slaughtered by the Japanese , Je suis, Je suis, Je suis... :(

When I was little I was afraid of monsters, now I am afraid of people...